26.5.12

Between Sanity and Complete Delusion

I don't know why I'd feel that way
There's absolutely nothing that would make me sway
Think back to those times when I became demon
There doesn't seem to ever truly be a reason

Did you forget when you were betrayed?
Do you not remember how you were dismayed?
Treated like a dirty little slave
Until you learned to give way
To those things that made you want to run
Made you think you were already gone

Between sanity and complete delusion I lye
Waiting for the day I finally collapse and die

Dead Ghoul

Not only are you pathetic you are also weak
Your future looks nothing but bleak
Feeling sorry is all I can do
Even my anger washes into pity when I think of you
Your words do not harm me or make me blue
Because words only hold value when they're listened to
Instead you act is if you are dead
A ghoul of who you used to be
Trying to find it's way to me
To suck me dry and infect me with your hurt
Leave me be with your guilt and your dirt
You are alone because you chose to be
Infected because you want to flee

Sculptures With No Shape

I enter a world of no hate
No time for important things like shape
Satisfy yourself before you choose your fate
There is a finite line; quick; before it's too late
What would you do if you were the rape?
What could you do if you were too late?
The realization that you're alone is always sour
Everyone denied a true life; a true hour

Spend your time creating sculptures of life
That's all there is to do when you have no knife

I Bring Comfort, I Bring Hell

This is what I am
I create disgust for those who enjoy
The taste of evil when they need it
Create a warm darkness
For those who are cold
Listen to my pain, listen to my disdain
I rip my limbs off for your pleasure
I tell you all my secrets
And scream and cry
So that you may feel like you're not alone
This is what i am
Create a warm darkness, for those who are cold

Taking It From You

I don't know what it is
But you make me want to take it from you
From your little fake innocent demeanor
To your hypnotizing limbs
I will be your end
I am your creator
I want to see you happy
I want to see you in pain
I want to see you quiver and shake
At least those won't be fake
A complete separation of mind and body
Occurs when I gaze
Through the first lens in place
I picture myself taking it from you
Until I'm done with things to do

Endless Embers

Here I come
You little shit
You better not be here when I get back
If I see you I will kill us both
In a rage of spirits and passion
I'm hotter than lava
I'm hotter than fire
I'll burn you to death
I'll kill your desire
I feast on the tears of sadness
I lye on the edge of madness

I am fire, I am lava
Watch me humiliate you
I know you want to

The Cadaver

Lifeless now
I loved you more when you were alive
I try to touch you now and you feel cold
I feel the same, am I dead too?
Your skin feels different
And your eyes don't shine like they used to
I wish your lips were still soft and warm
I keep trying to make it work
But you're just not the same
I guess I should let you go
Before this gets even worse

5.5.12

Artificially Alive

I find it difficult to say anything of meaning.
Cause I feel nothing, and I'm not dreaming.

There were days when I thought I hated.
And nights when I thought I loved.
These days have already faded.
And nothing has come from above.

To say I was cold, would be unfair.
Knowing how I feel, an event most rare.

I don't know why I can't speak, or why I don't feel.
Soon, I hope, life will become real.

12.11.11

Watch Me Die

Why don't you just shove it in
Get it over with and do what you know you want to
Stake me and watch me die
As if I was a creature in your eyes
I won't put up a fight

Just because I feel for you
I'll give you the chance to

Watch me die,
So I don't have to

Watch me die,
So I won't kill you

Watch me die,
Or I'll make you

They (The Ignorance Disease)

Spread it to all who know and don't know>
An idea that's so fake, yet seems so real
What was life like before they decided to throw
Spreading the seeds of a mental sickness
Worse than any murderer or killer
They dominate whole societies
To drain them of their wealth
Something so meaningless yet so powerful
They know exactly what they're doing
Would any of us do the same?
I know deep in my heart I wouldn't
But that doesn't soothe my soul

Everyday they spread their false information
To gain more of what they already have
Gluttony is defined by their actions
Drawing a line to confuse us
They pit us against each other
So that they can continue
Throwing poison in the water we all drink from
And telling us they have the cure
Killing our children and telling us they grant justice

What do they gain?
Besides more of the same
What do they achieve?
Except death and disease