Between Sanity and Complete Delusion

I don't know why I'd feel that way

There's absolutely nothing that would make me sway

Think back to those times when I became demon

There doesn't seem to ever truly be a reason

Did you forget when you were betrayed?

Do you not remember how you were dismayed?

Treated like a dirty little slave

Until you learned to give way

To those things that made you want to run

Made you think you were already gone

Between sanity and complete delusion I lye

Waiting for the day I finally collapse and die

Dead Ghoul

Not only are you pathetic you are also weak

Your future looks nothing but bleak

Feeling sorry is all I can do

Even my anger washes into pity when I think of you

Your words do not harm me or make me blue

Because words only hold value when they're listened to

Instead you act is if you are dead

A ghoul of who you used to be

Trying to find it's way to me

To suck me dry and infect me with your hurt

Leave me be with your guilt and your dirt

You are alone because you chose to be

Infected because you want to flee

Sculptures With No Shape

I enter a world of no hate

No time for important things like shape

Satisfy yourself before you choose your fate

There is a finite line; quick; before it's too late

What would you do if you were the rape?

What could you do if you were too late?

The realization that you're alone is always sour

Everyone denied a true life; a true hour

Spend your time creating sculptures of life

That's all there is to do when you have no knife

I Bring Comfort, I Bring Hell

This is what I am

I create disgust for those who enjoy

The taste of evil when they need it

Create a warm darkness

For those who are cold

Listen to my pain, listen to my disdain

I rip my limbs off for your pleasure

I tell you all my secrets

And scream and cry

So that you may feel like you're not alone

This is what i am

Create a warm darkness, for those who are cold

Taking It From You

I don't know what it is

But you make me want to take it from you

From your little fake innocent demeanor

To your hypnotizing limbs

I will be your end

I am your creator

I want to see you happy

I want to see you in pain

I want to see you quiver and shake

At least those won't be fake

A complete separation of mind and body

Occurs when I gaze

Through the first lens in place

I picture myself taking it from you

Until I'm done with things to do

Endless Embers

Here I come

You little shit

You better not be here when I get back

If I see you I will kill us both

In a rage of spirits and passion

I'm hotter than lava

I'm hotter than fire

I'll burn you to death

I'll kill your desire

I feast on the tears of sadness

I lye on the edge of madness

I am fire, I am lava

Watch me humiliate you

I know you want to

The Cadaver

Lifeless now

I loved you more when you were alive

I try to touch you now and you feel cold

I feel the same, am I dead too?

Your skin feels different

And your eyes don't shine like they used to

I wish your lips were still soft and warm

I keep trying to make it work

But you're just not the same

I guess I should let you go

Before this gets even worse

Artificially Alive

I find it difficult to say anything of meaning.
Cause I feel nothing, and I'm not dreaming.

There were days when I thought I hated.
And nights when I thought I loved.
These days have already faded.
And nothing has come from above.

To say I was cold, would be unfair.
Knowing how I feel, an event most rare.

I don't know why I can't speak, or why I don't feel.
Soon, I hope, life will become real.