26.5.12

The Cadaver

Lifeless now
I loved you more when you were alive
I try to touch you now and you feel cold
I feel the same, am I dead too?
Your skin feels different
And your eyes don't shine like they used to
I wish your lips were still soft and warm
I keep trying to make it work
But you're just not the same
I guess I should let you go
Before this gets even worse

5.5.12

Artificially Alive

I find it difficult to say anything of meaning.
Cause I feel nothing, and I'm not dreaming.

There were days when I thought I hated.
And nights when I thought I loved.
These days have already faded.
And nothing has come from above.

To say I was cold, would be unfair.
Knowing how I feel, an event most rare.

I don't know why I can't speak, or why I don't feel.
Soon, I hope, life will become real.

12.11.11

Watch Me Die

Why don't you just shove it in
Get it over with and do what you know you want to
Stake me and watch me die
As if I was a creature in your eyes
I won't put up a fight

Just because I feel for you
I'll give you the chance to

Watch me die,
So I don't have to

Watch me die,
So I won't kill you

Watch me die,
Or I'll make you

They (The Ignorance Disease)

Spread it to all who know and don't know>
An idea that's so fake, yet seems so real
What was life like before they decided to throw
Spreading the seeds of a mental sickness
Worse than any murderer or killer
They dominate whole societies
To drain them of their wealth
Something so meaningless yet so powerful
They know exactly what they're doing
Would any of us do the same?
I know deep in my heart I wouldn't
But that doesn't soothe my soul

Everyday they spread their false information
To gain more of what they already have
Gluttony is defined by their actions
Drawing a line to confuse us
They pit us against each other
So that they can continue
Throwing poison in the water we all drink from
And telling us they have the cure
Killing our children and telling us they grant justice

What do they gain?
Besides more of the same
What do they achieve?
Except death and disease

10.9.11

Circular Logic

It's ironic how you can blame them for what they do
When all you do is try to get them to look at you
If your goal really was to fade into normality
Wouldn't you be the way you were born?; The actuality?
Instead you wonder why you're the focus of attention
When you literally modify your body to your discretion
Whether you like it or not, you're part of this stupid society
Flaunting everything you can, and then blaming them entirely

Hopefully when you have children maybe you'll teach them to be true to themselves
Instead of seeking the attention of those you claim you don't want the attention of

2.9.11

Born To Consume (Anything)

We make you want it
Even if you don't

We make you hear it
Even if you don't listen

We'll make you learn it
Even if you don't care

We'll force you to consume it
So that we don't have to

We'll say it's the best
Even if it's garbage

We'll say it's the worst
Even if it's a masterpiece

Just so you know what to take
While making you even more fake

8.6.11

Backwards Knife

I cut myself to see if you'll feel
I starve myself to see if you'll get hungry
Tell me, do you feel the same thing I do?
Does it hurt you when you think of my betrayal?
You tell me to be strong
But when I am; you cry
You tell me to be vulnerable
And when I am; you attack me

All I want to do is cut you with my backwards knife
So that maybe you'll finally bleed from within

7.5.11

Abyss Of Thoughts

Climb to the top in
The abyss of thoughts
Where nothing is real
And everything you can feel
Just a constant stream of energy
Displaying life's mirror through flesh
Enter a world of no love or hate
Where it is the same to love or rape
It is the same to live or die
The same to give up or try
Enter the abyss of thoughts
Where time doesn't exist
And dreams coexist

24.3.11

Eat Those Words

I'll make sure you eat those words.
They sound like the perfect choice.
Until you hear it from your voice.
Too late to change what you said.
I'll make you feel better off dead.
Lets see how much you smile when you get no answer.
Lets see how happy you are when you eat those words.

18.3.11

Down Your Throat

Why do you left them feed you like they do?
You have the choice to do what you want to.

Somehow satisfied with the shit they put in your mouth.
I'd rather starve to death then eat what they feed you.

You let them shove it down your throat.
Why don't you shove mine down yours?